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So I had lunch today with one of the most amazing people I have ever met, that showed me a lot. In a way, took off my blinders for what I have been lacking to see lately.
other than that, harrison didnt call last night nor did he call this morning, he said he fell asleep last night, but for some odd reason I think its more than that. And his reason for not calling me this morning, well there wasnt one maybe he was just too busy in the car with holly than call his girlfriend back. gosh, I really think I am having doubts about this. I really need him to make up his mind about what he wants in life, including choosing between holly and I. You can't sit there and play the both of us.. I mean sorry but its just not going to happen. I won't put up with it. She is always going to be in his life, I mean should I just stop now? I mean I know you atleast have to take some sort of chance, but what im not sure of is if this is one that I am willing to take.
Jeff told me today that I was one of the most easy-going, best person to talk to ever. he said that I truly am myself and not trying to be anyone else. It's so nice to find some people at daphne that don't stab you in the back.... I'm so glad im out of daphne high, its soooo great.
other than that, harrison didnt call last night nor did he call this morning, he said he fell asleep last night, but for some odd reason I think its more than that. And his reason for not calling me this morning, well there wasnt one maybe he was just too busy in the car with holly than call his girlfriend back. gosh, I really think I am having doubts about this. I really need him to make up his mind about what he wants in life, including choosing between holly and I. You can't sit there and play the both of us.. I mean sorry but its just not going to happen. I won't put up with it. She is always going to be in his life, I mean should I just stop now? I mean I know you atleast have to take some sort of chance, but what im not sure of is if this is one that I am willing to take.
Jeff told me today that I was one of the most easy-going, best person to talk to ever. he said that I truly am myself and not trying to be anyone else. It's so nice to find some people at daphne that don't stab you in the back.... I'm so glad im out of daphne high, its soooo great.