sad :(
just read everyones latest entries, and again was reminded that everyones gonna b home this wkend...then found out Ambers gonna have a costume party sat nite..yeah, ill prolly b bored off my ass, o well...and then found out about Alices new boy, totally came outta the blue, i hate not bein around and knowin the latest gossip!!! it tears out my heart every time im reminded of what im 2000 miles away from, of what im missing and who im not seeing, i hate it sooo damn much, being away from my loved ones, it the worst kind of pain!!! and theres no way to remedy it, which is the worst part...time and distance make it worse, but coming back home doesnt heal it either, im already too far outta the loop, ive missed so much...i just dont have the same memories as ppl bak home anymore...god this sux.
on a happier note... i got a fake ID!!! cost me $100 but i kno itll b worth it! yeah, so tomoro nite Festers is havin this Greek nite and they only invited 8 houses, incl Acacia, ATO, Beta, and SNU, which r like only the hottest guys on campus! so im goin!!!! got a wristband thatll discount cover and drinks, hells yes! drunkeness + hotties is the best equation ever! oooo, my first nite at the bars, how exciting!!! i cant do it that much tho cuz of Little 5, Excise is gonna go crazy. thats the only part that sux, but ill have it for next yr, and this summer! finally dont have to ask other ppl to buy me shit, i always feel bad.
gotta go study for my horrid finite test manana tho...
xoxo Carol
on a happier note... i got a fake ID!!! cost me $100 but i kno itll b worth it! yeah, so tomoro nite Festers is havin this Greek nite and they only invited 8 houses, incl Acacia, ATO, Beta, and SNU, which r like only the hottest guys on campus! so im goin!!!! got a wristband thatll discount cover and drinks, hells yes! drunkeness + hotties is the best equation ever! oooo, my first nite at the bars, how exciting!!! i cant do it that much tho cuz of Little 5, Excise is gonna go crazy. thats the only part that sux, but ill have it for next yr, and this summer! finally dont have to ask other ppl to buy me shit, i always feel bad.
gotta go study for my horrid finite test manana tho...
xoxo Carol