Shadow people plotting.
A friend of mine recently suggested keeping a journal as a way to help deal with my growing depression. Though I doubt it will help much.
I find myself becoming more and more paranoid with each day. Which is a very scary thing for me, the idea that I can’t trust anyone is horrifying. I have trouble trusting Mirian over simple things, I come up with elaborate reasons why she may be lying to me. I feel friends are only “friends” out of some form of pity, and that just about everyone hates me and does nothing but say bad things. Conspiracies building in my brain implanting fears. This is one of the many roots of my current depressed state.
What to do, what to do?
I find myself becoming more and more paranoid with each day. Which is a very scary thing for me, the idea that I can’t trust anyone is horrifying. I have trouble trusting Mirian over simple things, I come up with elaborate reasons why she may be lying to me. I feel friends are only “friends” out of some form of pity, and that just about everyone hates me and does nothing but say bad things. Conspiracies building in my brain implanting fears. This is one of the many roots of my current depressed state.
What to do, what to do?