cassie my love
hmmm...life=mess....simpliest way to put it. i guess maybe i am just way too analytical with things..i really like that word analytical. its so fun and NOT many people can say they are an analytical people. I am one of a kind. the other night i got to blow up a hospital glove..aka a blow up dick( anna meg and cass..yall watch me go for it). It was amusing. do yall ever replay moments in your mind over and over again,and they just wont go away? Yeah happens all the time. Cassie is in my mind right now, kind of SCARY! aw but i love her. i am going to miss her so much. We have become really close over the past two years esp senior year. Its really awesome how much I can tell and know that she will not judge me at all. I can always hear her in my mind saying Rudolph! with a weird little smile thing she does. Next august I am going to bawl(sp?) my eyes out. I know I know its not like I am going to CA or something just to lexington we will be like 3 hrs away from each other. i love her so much and i always have so much fun when i am around her. she knows usually how to cheer me up and make me laugh. She also helps me to realize that my problems are ridiculus compared to what is going on in the world. Sense of reality. Yeah I am going to shut up about her. But i love her, and i hope we do not know lose touch through college. she will be in my wedding. LOVE YOU CASS! hmm...high school career almost over.we have like 33 days left not including weekends. i have been an emotional roller coaster. i go from beign really not happy at all and lonely to happy as can be(ZZZ..buzz!). its odd. i do not like it at all. ummm i just had a brain fart so im going to log off here....see yall later kate