what up what up
I hate our society. Our society tells us girls that it is completely natural to starve yourself and to fit into a size 0. Maybe I am just bitter because I am not a size 0 or do not starve myself. Oh sorry that i dont. Maybe I like food TOO much to do it. I hate my body though. I am completely not happy at all. I need to stop putting on stupid acts for people who could even give two shits with what i do in my life. I really need to stop being hard on myself. I find this really hard and I can not do it. I compare myself too much to other girls around me. I find myself looking at a persons figure. I look at the person and I am like she is really skinny how can I be like her? Or I look at stars like Mischa Barton. I think wow! She is really really skinny. She is really really skinny this season compared to last season on the OC. I loved how she looked then! I could never be that skinny. I have come to realize this. I will never be the skinny that society or I myself want me to be. I am much to fat to do it. I also do not have a personal trainer everyday of my life. Sorry that I am not the acceptable body.