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wow it seems like everyone's staying after school every day for something now. mainly because soccer, softball, and badminton tryouts are going on. i wanna try out for softball next year =D if they decide to do the musical in fall. or if the musical is something i don't like (unlikely, because I HEARD WE'RE DOING WICKED! =O=O=O). or if i don't get into the musical. haha.
although i'm slightly doubtful about a lot of things right now, one thing that i really like is all my guy relationships. friendships. like.. THEY'RE ALL VERY HEALTHY! I LIKE IT! hahaha. even though it may feel nice to like someone and be getting hints that they like you back and stuff, i think it still stresses you. and a healthy friendship seems to be much more enjoyable than the emotional ups and downs and what ifs and such.
i don't think i'm gonna get any rose grams next wednesday though. -__- well maybe one from richard for that ICE AGE THING grrrr. ok i won't go into it hahahaa.
like with ----, i think we have a very good relationship. x] even though we go to the same school now i barely see him and we actually talk a lot less than last year. so i still wanna spend time with him when i can because it's so scarce. usually it's taking the afterschool bus home together like today. so it's like we're both important to one another but we're SO wary of falling into like-love-whatever haha. so it's like an unsaid agreement that every once in a while one of us will kinda pull away and cut down on talking, and we'll not talk so much for a while and then after a bit we're like ok. we can talk more again. and i think i've liked him before but he saved me from falling in too deep, and at times when he's said or done things that are going over the edge i pull back too. and in this way we save each other from liking each other! wow am i overanalyzing? haha i think it's just after all the stuff that happened with ---- and he was like i really don't want that to happen again. and i agree. so anyways friends, no crushes, it's all good.
i'm also very wary of people that i didn't give this site to.. stumbling upon it. haha. hopefully it won't happen. xD
can't wait for weekend/NEXT THURSDAY! CHINESE NEW YEAR BREAK YES!! and we can hang out =D i love the SOAR girls. debs yuner cherise priscilla char! and that's just leadership. OH AND SU. and then christy! melissa! etc etc heheh let's have a SLEEPOVERR
although i'm slightly doubtful about a lot of things right now, one thing that i really like is all my guy relationships. friendships. like.. THEY'RE ALL VERY HEALTHY! I LIKE IT! hahaha. even though it may feel nice to like someone and be getting hints that they like you back and stuff, i think it still stresses you. and a healthy friendship seems to be much more enjoyable than the emotional ups and downs and what ifs and such.
i don't think i'm gonna get any rose grams next wednesday though. -__- well maybe one from richard for that ICE AGE THING grrrr. ok i won't go into it hahahaa.
like with ----, i think we have a very good relationship. x] even though we go to the same school now i barely see him and we actually talk a lot less than last year. so i still wanna spend time with him when i can because it's so scarce. usually it's taking the afterschool bus home together like today. so it's like we're both important to one another but we're SO wary of falling into like-love-whatever haha. so it's like an unsaid agreement that every once in a while one of us will kinda pull away and cut down on talking, and we'll not talk so much for a while and then after a bit we're like ok. we can talk more again. and i think i've liked him before but he saved me from falling in too deep, and at times when he's said or done things that are going over the edge i pull back too. and in this way we save each other from liking each other! wow am i overanalyzing? haha i think it's just after all the stuff that happened with ---- and he was like i really don't want that to happen again. and i agree. so anyways friends, no crushes, it's all good.
i'm also very wary of people that i didn't give this site to.. stumbling upon it. haha. hopefully it won't happen. xD
can't wait for weekend/NEXT THURSDAY! CHINESE NEW YEAR BREAK YES!! and we can hang out =D i love the SOAR girls. debs yuner cherise priscilla char! and that's just leadership. OH AND SU. and then christy! melissa! etc etc heheh let's have a SLEEPOVERR