Aug 04, 2011 23:55
confident... cocky... asshole...
the lines are thin... but id say im an ass sometimes. more so than i'd like to admit. ive been reading things ive commented on even as a joke and i cant believe id have written it.
im not confident in most instances. there were few places where i have ever been. on the wrestling mat, on the football field, taking an exam and in her presence. from the first moment i met her.... idk wat it was, but i was always so confident that i could get her. i still act confident in front of her even tho i have no confidence especially when it comes to her. she eluded me than and always.
hopefully one day she finds tru happiness... hopefully she gets everything she has ever wanted....
i dont even know what i meant to say in this whole thing...
no one reads it so i write blah blah blah......
i just read a comment i had written on one of the online personality tests she took and my comment was D-baggish.,
I wish things had worked out differently because she held my heart for so long.
shut me up already