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I am in a weird space at the moment, I am on one hand really happy in my personal life, more happy than anyone especially myself ever expected to be at this time. So personal life yay...Money life etc, not so much...I am just in such a rut and i dont know how to fix it, usually i muddle through three days of depression with buffy and some baked goods...but this time i cant afford to i need a job and I need some income and i need to pay bills, I just got denied for my unemployment benifits so got cut off as they are done, and then I have to move out of the place I had, which is a struggle as I just got a cat and I never knew the pains of a pet deposit before. Oh Im in such a spot. I actually have a job funnily enough its just like...well I suck at it enough that if i got a sale worthy of commision at this point it would be a miracle...Meh i want Buffy and brownies and a closed door to the world, but i cant afford it................