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[cali_rose]

So I have no job still and it is PISSING me off cuz I've been looking for like 2 months... I have just finished helping my buddy move to a really small room in a house where he doesn't even know all of the house mates yet, but he had to kinda move in a rush due to living with his girl and they broke up so he got to go as she was there first.. I feel bad that he has to keep moving to these small spaces when Richard and I have this great apt., I mean its not huge but it is great for us and the living room is really spacious...Well on the even more depressing news Richards Dad died yesterday at like 2am. His dad was sick and in the hospital, so we got the call this weekend from his mom saying he would have about 6 weeks and his mom was getting him released and I guess she went back to the room and he had passed... I'm really sad and Richard is trying to keep it together, but I think hes really going to break down soon, He loved his dad alot. So now I guess his mom is going to move from Texas to....HERE!!! I mean in Spokane not our place, but OMG!!! I dont know what shes like except the couple of times Ive talked to her she has these big plans for Richard to work in a "factory" (and that is a quote) while I take care of the house, so I think shes got some down home male/female role placements in her head...SAVE ME!!! and we're not even married yet..No fuck that...WE'RE NOT EVEN ENGAGED YET!!! Ok I know I might be panicking but my grandma was TOTALLY controlling to my mom when she married my dad and even after the divorce she was talking shit about my mom ruining everything when my dad was drugging/drinking and cheating...so needless to say I have 'Mom in-law being nearby fear' AAAK anyways, thats my life about now...I dont get to move out of this shithole of a fucking city (its actually nicknamed Spokompton)and now I get a Mother in-law with out being married and Im going to be fucking cold for at least 2 more years...
On the small silver lining side... I drop off my moms finances according to FAFSA in June and I will be back in School come September...