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i thought i would update. Because i know you all have been waiting for my next post.
basically im frustrated. Not about any single event, but when you put everything together i feel like im going to explode. the only time i can focus is during a class, when the bell rings it seems like life just floods in. and im sick of it.
I can't wait to graduate.
U of A reps came in today and i met with them. I pretty sure that's the school i want to go to. I like the whole admission policy. Because grades wise, im not too hot. The only thing that keeps me from not wanting to go is friends. i promised myself that i wouldn't deciede where im going based on where anyone else is going. Im not talking about the people i know already down there, because it would be a lot of fun going to school with people i already know that know the basics. Im talking bout the people in my grade. i dunno its strange. i know that i would hardly see them there but its the whole "lets all go to college together" aspect that i dont like.
so while i was listening to the reps i was talking to this girl that was in the Rotary club, their in charge of the foreign exchange students and such, and shes planning on leaving next july. I have not stopped thinking about it. That would be so much fun to leave my home and country and live somewhere else for 11 months. Its only like 5 thousand bucks which is still a lot of money, but still, i could do it. the problem really is talking my parents into it, it took a long time to finally convince my mom that it would be fine if i went to ireland for 3 weeks. i know that it would never happen, but i cant get it out of my head!
well now i still got homework to do so audios!
basically im frustrated. Not about any single event, but when you put everything together i feel like im going to explode. the only time i can focus is during a class, when the bell rings it seems like life just floods in. and im sick of it.
I can't wait to graduate.
U of A reps came in today and i met with them. I pretty sure that's the school i want to go to. I like the whole admission policy. Because grades wise, im not too hot. The only thing that keeps me from not wanting to go is friends. i promised myself that i wouldn't deciede where im going based on where anyone else is going. Im not talking about the people i know already down there, because it would be a lot of fun going to school with people i already know that know the basics. Im talking bout the people in my grade. i dunno its strange. i know that i would hardly see them there but its the whole "lets all go to college together" aspect that i dont like.
so while i was listening to the reps i was talking to this girl that was in the Rotary club, their in charge of the foreign exchange students and such, and shes planning on leaving next july. I have not stopped thinking about it. That would be so much fun to leave my home and country and live somewhere else for 11 months. Its only like 5 thousand bucks which is still a lot of money, but still, i could do it. the problem really is talking my parents into it, it took a long time to finally convince my mom that it would be fine if i went to ireland for 3 weeks. i know that it would never happen, but i cant get it out of my head!
well now i still got homework to do so audios!