take me by the hand and lead me out of this mess i'm in

[cali_lily]

at this moment my head aches and my emotions run.

i thought i saw in you what i wanted, i thought you saw in me what you wanted.
you led me to believe i was. i can't seem to cut you away from me.
why do i fall for the boys who hurt me, why do i let them.
when will i become smart enough to see what is true and what isn't.
its time for my guard to rise and for me to protect my emotions.
no longer will you hurt me, no longer will i be a victim.
i'm tired of crying, its the same tears that fall.
i am a women, not one to be led one or taken advantage of.
i am a women whos mother taught her well.
no longer will i fall so easily, no longer will i trust so willingly.
to get to my heart and to gain my trust will take time.
you must prove yourself to me, that it isn't a game, i am no prize.
i am a women who you must respect.

to be continued...

sorry for the dates i will fix it eventually