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[cali_lily]

i fidgit
i pick
my knees, they shake
my eyes may glaze over as i stare past you
it's not that i'm ignoring you
i just don't know what to say
you still make me nervous, my stomach flutters
my palms go warm, i forget to breath
but that smile always creeps up when a thought of you arrives
i enjoy this phase, of secret feelings and hidden adoration
you only think of me as a friend
and thats alright, at least as i'm in your thoughts
but i still fidgit, pick and my knees they will shake
as long as i have my secret.

to be continued...