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So yea i did the whole shower thing and then i talked to erika, she found yet another hot boy... i'm really bummed all of a sudden,not about that though, a whole lot of things seem to keep dragging me down, everything seems to be not really falling apart but just becoming really sad....i guess it's hard to explain but a lot is coming down on me and i really am not happy right now, i mean kate paja is moving as i said earlier, it's not forever but still... my sister is leaving and i will have no one to confide in,a few of my friends are drifting away, not really caring about it either, just kind of like whatever no big.... being a teeneager is no fun, quite franky it sucks at times...i guess i need to chill out and focus my energy on something...i also just really want to talk to someone right now, just to vent some things...