I don't even know

Sep 07, 2009 04:05

I am leaving for uni in 26 hours. I have lived in this same town since I was five, can't really remember living anywhere else, and now I'm leaving the state and moving halfway across the coast, and living on my own/supposedly being a responsible adult for the first time ever all at once, and it's just coming up so fast... *hyperventilates*

My room is an absolute disaster area right now. Still only halfway through packing. (Of course, that's in large part because I spent a great deal of the time I should've spent on packing today online reading Star Trek XI fics. Discovered a whole bunch of lovely fics, and two new OTPs - McCoy/Chapel and Sarek/Amanda, incidentally - but now really is not the time.)

As if I didn't have enough on my plate, I'm having a bunch of friends over tomorrow afternoon for a going-away party. I'm pretty excited, especially since I've barely seen any of them this summer.

It's currently on hold, of course, until I have the more urgent stuff taken care of, but recently I've been working on getting all my writing archived on my ficjournal. It's taking quite a while - I'm not sure if I'd have started if I'd realized quite how big a task I was getting into - but when it's done it'll be so worth it.

The other night as I was going to sleep, the rest of IaPtP just laid itself out before me, and it was awesome and amazing and, and, and... by morning I'd lost nearly all of it. I hate it when that happens! And, dammit, I meant to be done with that fic by the end of June, end of summer at the very least. But I'm no further along than I was in May, and I feel so guilty for neglecting it. *sigh*

I really need to get off the internet and go to sleep.

How am I going to pack all my crap? ...How am I going to leave most of my library behind?

real life, pern, fangirl, writing

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