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[caleidoscope]

Do you know what it feels like to build something up SO much, be SO excited about it, and then have it not be what you were expecting at all? Regret building it up, regret looking forward to it, like wasted energy?

And all this time, I thought the fight,
I thought the fight was only mine.
I need to let you rescue me!
I'm taking fire, I'm feeling tired,
I'm tired of this fight.
I need to let you rescue me!