How do you afford your rock n roll lifestyle????

Jan 06, 2006 20:43

So I got my IPOD all squared away. I still have tons of songs to download but wow I got some songs on there.
I need to look for a job. I need to find one. But I have just been taking a break. It's been great getting up at 11 everyday. But Monday I'm going hardcore about looking and getting my resume all fixed up so I can have an awesome job with lots of money.
You know it's good thing that I love myself. Because my dad calls me white trash everyday. My room is a complete mess and I just haven't felt like cleaning it so that is why he calls my that. He's only joking but I was thinking if I was this fragile person I would be a mess and probably want to kill myself everyday. Because my brother calls me a bum and told me I would never graduate because I don't have the mindset to do anything. Whatever man I graduated. My mom didn't think I would either. In fact my whole family didn't think I would just because they never saw me study. You know just because you don't see someone study doesn't mean that they don't. Since I've been sleeping everyday till 11 my mom and dad think that I'm a loser or something because I haven't found a job. But I haven't looked either so therefore I can't find one yet. Oh my gosh I have been in school non stop for 6 years. College is hard. Before that I was in school for 13 so all together I was in school for 19 years. Freakin 19 years of my life I have been in school. EXCUSE ME if I want a freakin break for 2 weeks!!!! Whatever.
It may sound like my family hates me or something. They don't. It's just that they get frustrated because I'm not working. But they won't have to worry for long because I will find something. I will.
But dang if I was a weak and fragile person I would not be able to laugh about it and tell them to shut up. Cause I was thinking about that when my dad came in here and said your white trash, your room is a mess. It's funny when they say that. It makes me laugh. It doesn't even really phase me when they say that because I don't care that they say that. I just laugh about it and say whatever get over it. But yeah whatever man.
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