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last night, and for a couple of nights now, i've been having nightmares. every time i try to get a full nights sleep i have one. long, elaborate movie-like nightmares with deep plots and lots of characters and when they start my first reaction is always kind of 'yay this is dark, i like dark stuff so this should be interesting' so i go along with it and things are great for while, like the dream toes the line between suspense and screaming void. but just as things start to feel stable the story turns and my brain does a 180 and i fall straight into screaming void. next thing i know i am awake and my room is dark and i can't go back to sleep. i still haven't gone back to sleep. my eyes are burning but i feel like if i go back in there something else will happen. its really eating at me. why are they non-stop.