May 14, 2006 21:16
The things that have recently been on my mind are particular peoples thoughts and why they have them and why people are so stupid when it comes to music (hardcore to be specific).
First off I really dont like the way people choose their friends nowadays. There are dudes out there who most of their life have had no really good looking girl even acknowledge their existance. Some never really had many friends, and almost all of them are just not good looking. Guys inparticular. It seems like girls choose their friends based on wether or not they buy weed because they know that they are attractive and can easily get smoked out by any dude. I just think its wrong to take a kid who turned to drugs to get friends and hang out with them just because you dont know whats going on half the time anyways. This could have to do with alcohol too. I mean thats all I hear anymore is god I just wanna get fucked up so bad and all this shit. I mean it isnt nessecary to be stoned or drunk to have a good time. It can be fun definately but you dont need to be fucked up every weekend. Seriously. And to go low enough to take kids you wouldnt have even looked at in middle school and use them to get drugs is just heartless. How do you think they're gunna feel when they have false hope of you actually liking them and then ask you out and hearing "no I like just being friends." Probably pretty shitty. Its really selfish to just worry about how your gunna get fucked up this weekend because in the end your gunna get fat as fuck just getting stoned constantly because you know the only thing you do is sit on your ass and eat when you do. So I know none of the girls I've tried to get with will look at this, but good luck getting a second chance when you way twice as much as me. HAHA.
Second, my definition of hardcore is militant existance.