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I'm kind of getting used to this inanimate object talking at thing. At least this doesn't make fun of me, interupt me, judge me, tick me off, or even give bad advise to the things i say. I'm watching a bad disney movie right now... i'm pathetic. So, I thought i had to work today, but i guess i was wrong, so you know what that means? I had an entire weekend off and got absolutely nothing done. On another note, The gift i had ordered for Katie didn't come in and so I went to her bridal shower this morning with nothing. Oh well I guess, she doesn't care. I just wanted to be a little bit original and not purchase just something on her registry... i mean there is a ton of other people that can buy her a place setting or linen napkins. Anyways, enough about my day. Not worth talking about (except the Patriots did win in an Adam field goal again and i got excited and yelled at the tv for a minute and i may have gotten a comment from a neighbor, lol) Anyways, so someone asked me the reason behind my miserable-ness (if thats a word). Well, some of it comes from the fact that my entire life was knocked out from under me in April (literally) when my house and restaurant were sold and taken down to build a CVS. I knew it was coming but I still did have to find a new job, and somewhere to live, and figure out how much money i actually needed to pay my bills and all that, so I did become a little stressed for awhile. I moved and figured out i needed more money than my first job gave me and so I had to get a second Job, which luckily I ended up becoming the Night Manager at Bangma's farm which is a great place and I am glad to have become a part of the new Dairy farm and all. I really do like it there and I always have loved working with people at ice cream. I mean, who isn't happy while eating an ice cream? And I am glad I got "authority" when i got the job there because I don't think i would have been able to work there, being the only one who knew anything about the ice cream business and not be able to be in charge or give advise or help out in training or anything. I def woulnd't be able to handle that. This is turning into a long update unintentionally. Sorry. I'm rambling. Back to why i'm miserable sometimes. It's really not that bad. There are a few things i wish. I wish i had a roommate so I didn't have to always work to get a little ahead on money, even though there are a lot of things i could just not do that cost me money. and my best friend in the world dying didn't help me become a happy person either, and that was over 2 years ago and i'm still not over it. I look at life and i really don't have much to complain about, but sometimes I just am not 100% happy with where i am. But then, I have a great conversation with someone and that makes me feel a little better or i get a little giggle or anything like that and makes my day happier.