ahhh!
ok, so here i am in bellingham, wa. so far things have been going pretty sweetly.
accomplishments:
1. found a place to live with really cool landlord on the first day (thanks to my friend jamie!)
2. got sweet bike with kinda questionable brakes (but these were worked on at the extra helpful bike store, so all should be good)
3. procured bike map & started to learn town (although i promptly lost this map, i think it's in jamie's car....)
4. got cool travel size guitar, thanks to jake & his car.
today:
1. my phone broke (i got it fixed, thanks to jake & his car again).
2. my hives got worse, and doubling the medicine per my doctor's instructions seems to do nothing but make me ultra tired and emotional
3. i feel like jake doesn't want me to stay here anymore. it's probably just the medicine making me insecure, but i'm not sure what to do.
my options include:
1. stay here with jake, adelle, brianne, and dani until my new house opens up in 11 days
2. stay in a tent at jamie's house, & keep my stuff in her garage
3. stay on the couch at my new house with 5 guys i don't know & one i just met
of course i would prefer staying here, but i don't want to mess up my friendship with jake and adelle. i think i'm just being a pain right now because this medicine is really incapacitating, and i feel helpless and useless when i'm taking it. i'm frustrated because there seems to be no alternative to the medicine, and it's not even helping the hives anymore. maybe jake isn't sending those "get out" signals, but i am perceiving them because of this fucking medicine. my hives are really itchy too. i hate this.
goals include:
1. finding bike map
2. changing address
3. updating and printing resumes
4. applying for jobs
5. making a list of things to see & do while i'm here
this place is beautiful, and there is so much to do! it's just hard to see when you are exhausted from stupid pills that don't even function properly! argh!
accomplishments:
1. found a place to live with really cool landlord on the first day (thanks to my friend jamie!)
2. got sweet bike with kinda questionable brakes (but these were worked on at the extra helpful bike store, so all should be good)
3. procured bike map & started to learn town (although i promptly lost this map, i think it's in jamie's car....)
4. got cool travel size guitar, thanks to jake & his car.
today:
1. my phone broke (i got it fixed, thanks to jake & his car again).
2. my hives got worse, and doubling the medicine per my doctor's instructions seems to do nothing but make me ultra tired and emotional
3. i feel like jake doesn't want me to stay here anymore. it's probably just the medicine making me insecure, but i'm not sure what to do.
my options include:
1. stay here with jake, adelle, brianne, and dani until my new house opens up in 11 days
2. stay in a tent at jamie's house, & keep my stuff in her garage
3. stay on the couch at my new house with 5 guys i don't know & one i just met
of course i would prefer staying here, but i don't want to mess up my friendship with jake and adelle. i think i'm just being a pain right now because this medicine is really incapacitating, and i feel helpless and useless when i'm taking it. i'm frustrated because there seems to be no alternative to the medicine, and it's not even helping the hives anymore. maybe jake isn't sending those "get out" signals, but i am perceiving them because of this fucking medicine. my hives are really itchy too. i hate this.
goals include:
1. finding bike map
2. changing address
3. updating and printing resumes
4. applying for jobs
5. making a list of things to see & do while i'm here
this place is beautiful, and there is so much to do! it's just hard to see when you are exhausted from stupid pills that don't even function properly! argh!