Update
I need to post in here more often, heh.
So I work at Petsmart as a bather, been doing that since June....I LOVE what I do, and I want to be a groomer, but my one big character flaw is I personalize EVERYTHING. I know that I'm doing it most of the time, and unlike in the past I'm able to get over it pretty quickly, but they still have seen it and now they are saying that is the only reason why I may not get to go to the school in Feb, so that sucks pretty much.
Living front, I still live with Christie in Huntington Beach, but I let myself slip really bad over the summer and I've pretty much fucked myself over, because now I'm not seen as a friend anymore, just someone who rents a room. I always screw things like that up. She got engaged the other day, and I saw her guest list...I'm not on it, though the other roomate, Sarah, is.
Relationship wise, I'm still talking to Jared, and I'm hoping to see him for New Years...the only way I'll know if this is something with real substance is to meet him in person, see him face to face. I still have a lot of doubts, and I still have a hard time trusting him....I hope that by meeting him, all of that will resolve itself.
I've been feeling run down a lot lately, and feeling my old depressed emotions rising to the surface again, and it worries me. I hope I'm stronger than I was in the past though; I guess only time will tell.
So I work at Petsmart as a bather, been doing that since June....I LOVE what I do, and I want to be a groomer, but my one big character flaw is I personalize EVERYTHING. I know that I'm doing it most of the time, and unlike in the past I'm able to get over it pretty quickly, but they still have seen it and now they are saying that is the only reason why I may not get to go to the school in Feb, so that sucks pretty much.
Living front, I still live with Christie in Huntington Beach, but I let myself slip really bad over the summer and I've pretty much fucked myself over, because now I'm not seen as a friend anymore, just someone who rents a room. I always screw things like that up. She got engaged the other day, and I saw her guest list...I'm not on it, though the other roomate, Sarah, is.
Relationship wise, I'm still talking to Jared, and I'm hoping to see him for New Years...the only way I'll know if this is something with real substance is to meet him in person, see him face to face. I still have a lot of doubts, and I still have a hard time trusting him....I hope that by meeting him, all of that will resolve itself.
I've been feeling run down a lot lately, and feeling my old depressed emotions rising to the surface again, and it worries me. I hope I'm stronger than I was in the past though; I guess only time will tell.