nico and elliott..
these days i find myself too busy or distracted to think.i miss you girls terribly... i like my roomie alot though, we have alot in common. i think we're going "shopping" together tomorrow.
i have really terrifying dreams sometimes and wake up clinching my bobo bear.i miss my family.
i feel like i barely know myself sometimes, or wouldnt like me if i was the one judging.i feel like my future is planned out before me and oddly i dont really mind.i just want security and love and someone to sleep with sometimes, although bobo bear does a good job.= )
i feel odd that i dont have a job to go to tomorrow, and im actually looking forward to pushing carts around. i want simplicity in my life. but i dread structure. im getting behind on my assignments and starting to not attend class. i cant wait till november for some reason, i usually dont like the cold but right now it seems cozy and loving. i think i really enjoy the isolated feeling of winter.and scarves. thats it for now. i love you r&l.
-Calcium
i have really terrifying dreams sometimes and wake up clinching my bobo bear.i miss my family.
i feel like i barely know myself sometimes, or wouldnt like me if i was the one judging.i feel like my future is planned out before me and oddly i dont really mind.i just want security and love and someone to sleep with sometimes, although bobo bear does a good job.= )
i feel odd that i dont have a job to go to tomorrow, and im actually looking forward to pushing carts around. i want simplicity in my life. but i dread structure. im getting behind on my assignments and starting to not attend class. i cant wait till november for some reason, i usually dont like the cold but right now it seems cozy and loving. i think i really enjoy the isolated feeling of winter.and scarves. thats it for now. i love you r&l.
-Calcium