Jan 18, 2008 11:04
Well I got the job at Walmart. I am getting ready to go up there for orientation as soon as I leave here. But I have a lot of fears concerning this job, most of which have to do with my schedule. I only want to work Saturdays and Sundays. My biggest fear is that they will expect me to work during the week and I will have to tell them no and then I will lose the job. There's no way I can work during the week because Job Corps isn't like other schools, plus I can't get down here during the week to work. I am also sad about having to give up church for awhile and possibly Celebrate Recovery. I can go to another celebrate recovery, but I like my celebrate recovery and I would miss all of my friends. Man........Please pray that they would only make me work Saturdays and Sundays.
I am also in the process of filling out my americorps application right now and its kind of daunting. I have some fears about that as well, but I really want to do this and I need that stipend.
I spent some time with my dad last night. We had a good time playing Canasta and I actually broke 1000 points which was an improvement. I am glad my relationship with my dad is improving. I love him and even though I don't like everything about him he is still my dad and I need to have a relationship with him.