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Apr 03, 2003 16:55

95.8% on Nearly 130. First 1,200+ combo, found on Naoki Standard.

Went bowling at Canoga Park on Nyaisha's birthday- lots of fun- I worked on my thumbless bowling curve.

So many insurance forms to fill out! Graaa!

I beat Super Ghouls 'n' Ghosts on Gameboy Advance in its Arrange Mode. Same cheesy ending.

I invited lots of people to play DDR with Andrew, Francis and me. I wonder who actually will.

I love Francis. She's my happy baby. She should be getting her own room by this Friday so that Claudia can crash there and the four of us can go hiking on Saturday. Yay!

Andrew's computer works! Can you believe it? After three years of suffering, it finally works. WinME is installed with all the right stuff, James style, and everything is superb I must say. Later we'll try upgrading to XP.

317 albums, 157 artists, on the MP3 player.

Fabian and Serjick came over today for a few minutes. I showed them Andrew's PARANOiA Cupcake, G2, PARANOiA Survivor Max Challenge Mode (why am I the only one full-comboing that?), and a few others. Needless to say, they were shocked. I was happy. They also saw my car. Needless to say, they were shocked. Fabian says he'll look into cars for me if I get Total Loss coverage. ? I guess that's a good thing.

Some of my laundry has been accomplished. Yay, me. =)

I had some weird ass dreams. Like the ones I used to have when I was a kid. They traumatized me. That same night, before I fell sleep, I cried hard in a reflection of a trauma my mom's old boyfriend used to relieve onto me. He'd chisel me with the hose pumping water full power at my head and I'd try to shout "STOP!" but his reply was only "WHAT? TOO HOT? OKAY!!" then he'd turn the water up more if he could, and the drenching wouldn't stop. I couldn't breathe. Today I have an undeniable fear of water, drowning, and suffocating. That ceaseless torture ruined my security, and remembering how helpless I really was, and how helpless I was in those nightmares where creatures would chase me forever and forever and I'd run helplessly for my life.. I cried really hard. I'd never realized that I was affected by all this until that night. Then I had a dream just like the others. But I was a little different than my nightmares as a child. For the last six years, I've been a hero champion instead of a victim, so I'd be kicking ass in my dreams. I did run in this dream, but I also picked up rocks and chairs and stopped and threw them at the heads of my assailants while I did so.
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