177 Near Disasters

Apr 04, 2009 14:44

Some nights I can't sleep. There isn't a single night that I want to. When I sleep, I forget. Each morning the blood is on my hands again, and I know I failed. This time there's no free pass. I keep breaking my promise. As hard as I try, it is never going to be enough ( Read more... )

my emo is becoming destructive, handle with care, curse, here there be monsters, not to be left alone, not sleeping, hero complex, no inner monologue curse, holding back for others' safety, plays with sharp objects, delilah, affected and fighting it, i'm no superman

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blackeyedskank April 4 2009, 20:07:42 UTC
It doesn't change it, especially if it's not the blood you're looking for.

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cal_sitter April 4 2009, 20:16:06 UTC
I want Cherish dead.

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blackeyedskank April 4 2009, 20:34:48 UTC
And I want a pony. Sometimes we can't get what we want just like that.

[ooc: I have to work ;_; will tag back later. ♥]

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cal_sitter April 4 2009, 20:37:00 UTC
It doesn't matter. I can't reach her here.

[ooc: ♥]

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blackeyedskank April 5 2009, 04:17:33 UTC
Then suck it up.

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cal_sitter April 5 2009, 04:31:55 UTC
You were a substitute, Ruby, and a poor one, but at least you put up a better fight than she's capable of.

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blackeyedskank April 5 2009, 04:36:23 UTC
Yeah, and you were a real baby about it but you don't see me bitching.

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cal_sitter April 5 2009, 04:38:22 UTC
That's all I ever see you do, Ruby.

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blackeyedskank April 5 2009, 04:39:35 UTC
Then you don't know me as well as you like to pretend or assume.

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cal_sitter April 5 2009, 04:41:17 UTC
I don't know much about you that I give a damn about.

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blackeyedskank April 5 2009, 04:47:03 UTC
Oh, feisty~

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cal_sitter April 5 2009, 04:50:20 UTC
Isn't that what you prefer? You seem so disappointed when I won't speak with you.

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blackeyedskank April 5 2009, 05:09:43 UTC
You've got a severe problem with picking the right words to use that won't completely irritate me.

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cal_sitter April 5 2009, 05:13:18 UTC
Are you so sure it's a problem?

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blackeyedskank April 5 2009, 05:21:20 UTC
You wouldn't be doing it on purpose, would you?

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cal_sitter April 5 2009, 05:23:47 UTC
That would be shocking, wouldn't it?

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