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tired but cant sleep.
with the snow falling so heavily outside and my mouth all distorted from the surgery, im contained to the house and the peace of a quiet mind. so i think.
this is what i think: the things that seemed important to me three or four years ago i realize really arent that important...wow maybe its that thing called maturing or maybe im having one of those breakthrough moments but i was such a childish, selfish person. there are so many more important things going on in the world right now than he said what shes going out with who.
i think: as of this winter vacation, i am so doneee. done with high school, and all of this silly drama and all of the immaturity that comes with it. done with people who think they are sooo much better than everyone else. better grades doesnt make you a better person. talent and intelligence are so diverse, how can you say youre better than someone you dont even know? bring on college, i am so ready.
i think: for the rest of this school year, im going to focus on being happy, not on studying and testing, that was all last semester when school still officially mattered for college. now, my priority is spending time with my favorite people, making art that i feel like making, doing the crazy things i know i wont get away with next year. god, i have like less than half a year of official childhood to enjoy, i better use it before its gone, right?