so lost
Today felt so much like friday, I call that crazy! My family and I are all eating the leftover Chinese food, I have a feeling we'll be doing it tomorrow too! Had an okay day, got a head ache.
He didn't take any way, I tried but I didn't know if my question came out like I wanted to keep them or I didn't. Mr. Miller ended up not even understanding my question any way because I am bad at talking, especially around him because I feel small and intimidated even when he tried to make the little small square room less intimidating by saying "don't be shy". Well if that WAS supposed to make the room less intimidating it backfired, backfiiiired. I just looked across everything in the room while Ian talked hoping neither of them would notice I was daydreaming and not listening because I have real problems when it comes to listening, it's not that I dont listen it's that I can't look people in the eye, it frightens me even in a relaxed area. Eyes = no, no no! I am probably typing this big paragraph because I'm a bit overwhelmed and I haven't even got any work yet but I just, I don't know if I really want to be around people. I want to be around my friends but I don't want to scare them and I'm really scary when I'm stressed so maybe if everyone could just kill me? good idea.
The END. ♥
I just want things back to normal, whatever normal was.
He didn't take any way, I tried but I didn't know if my question came out like I wanted to keep them or I didn't. Mr. Miller ended up not even understanding my question any way because I am bad at talking, especially around him because I feel small and intimidated even when he tried to make the little small square room less intimidating by saying "don't be shy". Well if that WAS supposed to make the room less intimidating it backfired, backfiiiired. I just looked across everything in the room while Ian talked hoping neither of them would notice I was daydreaming and not listening because I have real problems when it comes to listening, it's not that I dont listen it's that I can't look people in the eye, it frightens me even in a relaxed area. Eyes = no, no no! I am probably typing this big paragraph because I'm a bit overwhelmed and I haven't even got any work yet but I just, I don't know if I really want to be around people. I want to be around my friends but I don't want to scare them and I'm really scary when I'm stressed so maybe if everyone could just kill me? good idea.
The END. ♥
I just want things back to normal, whatever normal was.