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i cant sleep. i havent been able to for the last few weeks. i should probably say i cant sleep at night though. for some reason its impossible until somewhere around 9am and then i pass out. only to be woken by my alarm at 11 and pass out again because ive only been asleep for an hour or two. it sucks. tron had the whole day off yesterday but instead of getting stoned and playing madden... i slept. until 10pm. thats not right.
its all the stress. ive been dumped AGAIN, i still dont have a job, i cant get into writing anything. have the suspicion that everything i do at the moment is part of some grand scheme to bore, frustrate and annoy me. seems like my brain is working all the time and keeping me awake but my body, whether it wants to or not, isnt getting to do anything at all. ive never actually wanted to get a job before but i do right now.
my mobile got changed over to pay-as-you-go the other day but the sim cards not working. so if anyones texted me in the last few days and didnt get a reply you'll know why. might not be able to use it for a few more days. still the same number though.
its all the stress. ive been dumped AGAIN, i still dont have a job, i cant get into writing anything. have the suspicion that everything i do at the moment is part of some grand scheme to bore, frustrate and annoy me. seems like my brain is working all the time and keeping me awake but my body, whether it wants to or not, isnt getting to do anything at all. ive never actually wanted to get a job before but i do right now.
my mobile got changed over to pay-as-you-go the other day but the sim cards not working. so if anyones texted me in the last few days and didnt get a reply you'll know why. might not be able to use it for a few more days. still the same number though.