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Oct 04, 2006 21:02

My IS class is so slow...no joke. I hardly doubt that its the 8:00am class part that is inhibiting their ability to think....Seriously. We're reading "A dolls house" and nobody knows the answer to anything....really its not that hard to read. So basically all I do is talk a lot and people think I'm a snot that knows all the answers. How did these dumb people get into college. I rarely talk in class and that seems to be all I do from 8-9:20 in the morning. Maybe my german teacher and I should should just have sessions together and then I wouldn't have to get up and go to class.

Also I forgot how mad I got last week in my practicum class. We are doing a shadow puppet show and we get to put music to it. We are teamed up with the art department and they also have to play instruments/drums with us...basically they're art majors because they have no musical talent whatsoever. Also, I know they're not math majors because they couldn't count to 3 or 4....yes...it was so bad. We have an irish story and so we were going to play some celtic jigs and things and also have some more mellow parts because the story isn't exactely the most happy thing that I've ever heard. So I'm the only string major in my group and I told them that I had a celtic gig book, and I also had some cds that I could memorize...this girl who is not a string major, who is not in orchestra and claims to be a percussion major tells me that she's "playing viola, and I won't have to do anything" and then she whispered to me "since counting seems to be an issue with you"....I was so angry....she hits a drum...she doesn't even have to do anything but play a triangle....I hate mean people in the music department....and I don't like her. I like everyone....this is a problem.

Next week is midterms which is going to add to my stress of people and studying. Melissa bascially kicked me out her room to go see her boy. I wasn't too happy with that, but I'm not the sort of person who overstays their welcome. I get the hint when I'm supposed to leave.... I also tend to stay away from being annoying...I know a lot of annoying people lately.

I'm not complaining that was just my week. I'm also mad that people have trouble being an individual when other people are around. Why can't people just be their own person and make descion for themselves. Its not that hard.

I practiced my cello tonight and I thought I was really bad...but I'm not as bad by myself. I acatually do play in tune most of the time...I wonder whats wrong with me in class? Or maybe its the people around me...ha ha, I'm not perfect by any means...but we all sound terrible together.

SwimAmerica starts up soon and Kelli is in charge. There is that certain swimmer...yeah...about that....I still have to teach which is kind of a bummer because thats not a real job and I wish I were doing something where I was in charge. Apparntely I'm not needed though. This makes me sad because I e-mailed Jim like he told me to ask him about me coaching and he never replied. I don't really have time, but I could be in charge of SwimAmerica, thats easy. Oh well. Also it makes me mad that Kelli is there everyday because they're "understaffed"...yeah lets go there.

I'm sorry this is an angry post...but I needed to vent because my parents get mad when I vent. Also my friends at school need to stop being "Cliquey"...is that right? Actaully lots of people need to stop that.
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