Kind of thinking

Feb 16, 2005 17:19

Not even half of the bands I love:

Cradle of Filth, Children of Bodom, Mushroom Head, Nevermore,My Ruin, Jack of Jill, Kittie, Dream Theater, Old School Manson,Him, Rotting Christ and the desperados,Korn, Disturbed, Soul Asylum, Nine Inch Nail, Drowing Pool (old and new), HateBreed, Unearth, Iced Earth, Damage Plan, Unto Ashes,Love Spiral, Blondie, The Cranberries, London After Midnight, Most Garage Bands, Nirvana,dimmu borgir, rammstein,fear factory, slipknot, Enya, Lorenna Mckennit, Sara Mclaughlan, Unto Ashes, Voltaire, Celtic music, Chants, Skinny Puppy, Senses Fail, Fall Out Boy, A Flock Of Seagulls, Billy Idol, The Used, The Spill Canvas, Jrock, Veruca Salt, Icp, Kmk.

Take out everything thats not metal and you have my favorite bands in 7th grade.

But I have something I would like to admit. I was the biggest poser I know. I hated *preps* and I refused to get to know any of them. I hated metal until the 9th grade when I really started finding out who I was. I never really loved Ryan until I lost him and really knew what a broken heart was. I've always loved girls more than boys. I hated Kelley until 9th grade when both her and Sara showed me what it was like to have real friends. Sometimes I hate myself but then I realize how far I've come from a silly little girl to a woman who craves knowledge and actually walks her own path.. I don't pretend to anymore. I actually do.

No one except Kelley and Sara.. the only people who've stuck by me.. Really understands how much I've changed. Everyone else just left.. They didn't even bother to stick around and try to help me.

But now, I can honestly say I'm a much better person now..
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