Not excited, yet EXCITED!!!
I'm not so excited about Thanksgiving.
I feel like I normally am? Maybe?
I'm just not excited this year.
It will be the first Thanksgiving without my Dad.
Last year I took him a brownie. I actually had to sneak it over. My Mom didn't want me to take him one...but... ...I did anyway. He loved that brownie... ...he commented on how good it was more than once. That is one thing in life I can surely look back on...and have no regrets about.
My Dad not being around isn't the only reason why I'm dreading Thanksgiving. I just...don't really care all that much about the food.
Even more than that, I just don't want to see Kandi or Addy.
I know that's mean of me to say...but...still...I just don't want to.
There are a few things I'm excited about though.
Going shopping next weekend with Jessica and company.
The Christmas party/gathering.
...and....CHRISTMAS!
Something about Christmas... ...it makes me feel so warm. <3
I just have to survive Thanksgiving...and then...good things will come.