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THURSDAY- i was an ass and was acting a little depressed. therefore katie who is really sweet and sensitive to others feelings also got depressed. which caused her to cut and damn did it scar the hell out of me. she wouldn't tell me what was the matter and told me not to read her journal. i guessed and guessed correctly she had cut. i swear i rode faster than i ever have to get to katie's house. when i got there she gave me this what the fuck are you doing here not a bad one but .... like why did you come all the way here for me. Can i help that i love her , care about her,and fear that harm will come to her. which i would rather cut myself before i let her. anyways she didn't know why she felt so depressed but i some how feel that its my fault. IDK maybe i self centered ... well i know that. lol i need to work on it.
FRIDAY- school was the same i just have a lot of catching up to do cuz i missed wednesday ( field trip) and thursday ( got sick like i threw up and it was blue lol). at drill practice i found out that i had to command the color guard cuz i had done it before. that was bullshit i mean they can't keep springing stuff like this on me i didn't even get to finsh learning the routine. ahhhhhhhhhhh i went to the game w/ Xaviar!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was awsome we won but i didn't really pay that much attention cuz i'm social. hey isn't that a gurly thing..... oh my gosh i'm turning into a gurl..... man this is funky..... wonder what my GF will say. anyways our football team played SF and man are wierd i had to walk through a crowd of them.... i got kinda scared. they're insane some of the guys were walking around w/ out any shirts on .... ok so thats not insane espeically when they had incredible stomachs. i was fun i got to talk to trey, ashley, dory, xzaviar, dana, amy, rachell, alex, and other wicked ppl.
SATURDAY- got up bout 5 got ready for the drill meet which i think every one should do at least once in their life. the meet didn't go so well our drill team is falling apart, we dropped our rifles, i screwed up the freshmen colorguard. you know the usually. on the way back me and xzaviar talked but only about one subject.... KATIE. its kinda hard not to she's well its the katiness about her.. well more later i g2g.
FRIDAY- school was the same i just have a lot of catching up to do cuz i missed wednesday ( field trip) and thursday ( got sick like i threw up and it was blue lol). at drill practice i found out that i had to command the color guard cuz i had done it before. that was bullshit i mean they can't keep springing stuff like this on me i didn't even get to finsh learning the routine. ahhhhhhhhhhh i went to the game w/ Xaviar!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was awsome we won but i didn't really pay that much attention cuz i'm social. hey isn't that a gurly thing..... oh my gosh i'm turning into a gurl..... man this is funky..... wonder what my GF will say. anyways our football team played SF and man are wierd i had to walk through a crowd of them.... i got kinda scared. they're insane some of the guys were walking around w/ out any shirts on .... ok so thats not insane espeically when they had incredible stomachs. i was fun i got to talk to trey, ashley, dory, xzaviar, dana, amy, rachell, alex, and other wicked ppl.
SATURDAY- got up bout 5 got ready for the drill meet which i think every one should do at least once in their life. the meet didn't go so well our drill team is falling apart, we dropped our rifles, i screwed up the freshmen colorguard. you know the usually. on the way back me and xzaviar talked but only about one subject.... KATIE. its kinda hard not to she's well its the katiness about her.. well more later i g2g.