Hell....
So, have to get up at 6am to work three shifts... perfect night for me to not be able to sleep. Seriously, I wish there was adderall that wouldn't wake you up, so that I could take it at night. I've got way too much stuff that keeps running through my head, and it just keeps getting so frustrating because I just keep pushing it down and bottling it up inside. I know that isn't healthy, but that's how I've been for as long as I can remember, and I've tried, but I can't change it. All my friends tell me, "hey, you can always talk to me." I know this, and thank you, I really wish I could vent to you guys, but for some reason I just hold it all in. Maybe it's just the huge amount of stress I've felt the past few weeks that's getting to me, I don't know. Allright, I'm going to go lay down now and attempt to sleep.
P.S. I almost forgot- whoever the fuck comments on my online journal better fucking identify themselves, especially if they're going to say something to piss me off. I think if I'm letting you read my online journal, show me the same respect by saying who you are, and not just throwing some pansy-ass remark up and thinking you're cute. You're not. I'm not saying people can't disagree with me, I'm just saying that I have every right to know at least WHO is disagreeing with me, especially on my journal. Thank you, goodnight.
P.S. I almost forgot- whoever the fuck comments on my online journal better fucking identify themselves, especially if they're going to say something to piss me off. I think if I'm letting you read my online journal, show me the same respect by saying who you are, and not just throwing some pansy-ass remark up and thinking you're cute. You're not. I'm not saying people can't disagree with me, I'm just saying that I have every right to know at least WHO is disagreeing with me, especially on my journal. Thank you, goodnight.