I'm dying inside
my life has gone into millions apon millions peices. I had so much taken away from me this past week. I had a home, a friend, and maybe a few family member. I am trying to hard to be tong but I cant, I need to cry, I need to talk to someone, but guess what I'm stupid.
Everything I need to say wont be heard, but some will, but it will be to hard to understand.
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I thought you care
that is what you told me, that is what you promised me
I was a fool
I always were when it came to you
How could I of seen how much you were going to hurt
I was never going to
But I did
Why
I think that is the only thing I can ask
It hurts more then you could ever know
Everything was gone
And you were my last hope
But that is gone now
I have nothing
I’m not okay
I can’t believe you believed me when I said I was
I guess I can fool people to
How am I suppose to carry on
I had little
Now I have nothing
I am who I am
Is that so wrong for you?
Was I so wrong for you?
My heart is now shut off
I will not care for awhile
If ever?
I’m going to be gone soon enough
Why should I care?
Why should you care?
I was here but then I was gone
The wind took me, when you lost me
You know who hurts so much
I gave up Him for you
For you!
I DON’T WANT ANYTHING AND MORE
I JUST WANT TO LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK!
b/c I have nothing here anymore
I think I really never have
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I have nothing left to give, and I have nothing left to want. Every thing is gone, and I think I might like it this way, I think I just might.