" how do you do it................
...........make me feel the way I do"
aw, this is just so much fun let me tell you, I just got done talking to my best friend in my life. I mean he is some kind of wonderful. I just don’t know how I feel about it
I mean I can never stay mad at this person......... and it kills me knowing that I can’t. I mean he can piss me off so much, and nothing happens........ I just wish I could tell him how I feel.
I mean I have great respect for this person, and there is nothing better then knowing that one day I might get to see him again, or that I will talk to him that night. He makes me feel good about myself, even though we talk about nothing but stuff that hurts........
I will never forget the last time I saw him, was at someone’s house, standing next to him looking at him, trying to find the words that I now know what to say to him............. this is hard, it's harder then anything I have ever done
I mean falling for your best friend isn’t that cool. It makes me feel, I don’t know...... 
it makes me want to go crazy. I just wish that there would be something said, I mean I can talk about death, life, kids, marring people, and I think I am in love with him, but at the same time I don’t think I am. and it just hurts knowing that I am not going to be that one for him..........
I just wish that there was something more that I could of done while he was here, but I know I was never going to be good enough for him, and I still don’t think I am
and I know for some odd reason he is going to read this, I just don’t know why, but I know he is, and if he is, I say this to you, I know that these feelings I have had for you for so long are so real, and I know that for a fact b/c it hurts like hell......... when something happens......... and I am sorry for being me, when you want me to be some one else.........
I am saying my peace to myself, and for nothing else,I just want to know that you care, but I know that you don’t, you even just told me... I just wish that there was more I could say or do, but there isn’t........... and you know it
I just want to know that everything one day will be okay 
YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY NORTH STAR, AND YOU ARE LEADIN ME THROW MY BROKEN ROAD, TO HELP ME FIND MY WAY INTO LOVEING ARMS
aw, this is just so much fun let me tell you, I just got done talking to my best friend in my life. I mean he is some kind of wonderful. I just don’t know how I feel about it
I mean I can never stay mad at this person......... and it kills me knowing that I can’t. I mean he can piss me off so much, and nothing happens........ I just wish I could tell him how I feel.
I mean I have great respect for this person, and there is nothing better then knowing that one day I might get to see him again, or that I will talk to him that night. He makes me feel good about myself, even though we talk about nothing but stuff that hurts........
I will never forget the last time I saw him, was at someone’s house, standing next to him looking at him, trying to find the words that I now know what to say to him............. this is hard, it's harder then anything I have ever done
I mean falling for your best friend isn’t that cool. It makes me feel, I don’t know...... 
it makes me want to go crazy. I just wish that there would be something said, I mean I can talk about death, life, kids, marring people, and I think I am in love with him, but at the same time I don’t think I am. and it just hurts knowing that I am not going to be that one for him..........
I just wish that there was something more that I could of done while he was here, but I know I was never going to be good enough for him, and I still don’t think I am
and I know for some odd reason he is going to read this, I just don’t know why, but I know he is, and if he is, I say this to you, I know that these feelings I have had for you for so long are so real, and I know that for a fact b/c it hurts like hell......... when something happens......... and I am sorry for being me, when you want me to be some one else.........
I am saying my peace to myself, and for nothing else,I just want to know that you care, but I know that you don’t, you even just told me... I just wish that there was more I could say or do, but there isn’t........... and you know it
I just want to know that everything one day will be okay 
YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY NORTH STAR, AND YOU ARE LEADIN ME THROW MY BROKEN ROAD, TO HELP ME FIND MY WAY INTO LOVEING ARMS