a letter from the heart

Jul 25, 2005 15:33

I wish I could take everything back.
my heart is something that has been used
and I thought that it could be heal
but the more and more I see
I know that it will because I have someone on my side
God can show us how to be healed
we are just people in this great world that He made
I know that I am only one person
I know that I havent been a good person lately
but I know that I need a change
I know that He loves me
and I know that I love Him

I need something to show me
that I am worth all of this trouble
I know I am a pain
I know that I can be annoying
I try to work on it
I truly do
I dont know why I get the way I do
I wish that some times, that I wasnt here
that I was some other place, even not alive
but I know I have something that I am ment to do
And I cant wait until I get to do that
I might just find the cure for something

I know I am here for only a short period of time
short in meaning like 70 to 80 years
ya, b/c look how long this earth has been around
I know that I will find that someone
that someone to make me feel like I should be feeling
but I know I will always have God too
there is just something that we are suppose to do
and I think we do them with our own way of grace
it's by fate we are here
in the now
standing or sitting where every you are

I will stand here proudly
knowing that I can make this world a better place
with the help of the big guy up stairs
We are all here for a reason
and we shouldnt feel bad
I know that I have felt the way I have for no reason
I am here by the grace of God
and I will take that to heart
every day from now on, when I wake up

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that feels so good to get off my chest, I love how I know that I am here for a reason, and it might of token me 17 years to figure this out, but better late then never, right?

aw, I am so tried and so sad, b/c my toe is broken and I have been up all night, just incase you didnt know
I think I truly am a blond and I was acting stupid and broke my toe, I am a blond, I have to be,lol

well keep on thinking that tomorrow will always come, and I think you should be nice and help someone out today...........

anyone want to switch toes with me????? jk

I love you guys

much <3 kayla
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