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Jul 22, 2005 23:02

So summer is almost over and we young peoples got to go back to school, and as I see it this my last year to shine. But I dont know if I want to, b/c every time I try something, and think something good is going to happen I got majoly shit on.  See, if I was to go and recap every thing I would get uberly sad, but I think I will just stay away from that then. But if you know me then you know what has happen.   But with us going off next year I am scared that this is the one time that I can have fun and not having to worry about being an adult. I can still be a kid in the since I don't have to pay for things on my own. I mean I will like the everything to come, but I dont  know to how far they will go. I just hope that what every I do after high school is better then everything that has ahppen in high school.   And I am sitting here listening to an Incubus song, and it says "I want you bad, I understand why they say high school never ends," and I am scared that is the truth. And if high school is going to be how the rest of my life is going to be then I might just go insane. That would be so uncool.   "untitled" (why dont you tell me)   with the thought of letting go I wonder what i coudl of done with the sun setting in to the west I could never see those eyes with not knowing what has happen I feel scared I feel all alone because that there is nothing left I hope this change I hope that every thing changes I hope I can feel I know that I should be able to, but I dont know if I can   you make me feel something I dont even know I thought i knew but I dont   isn't life fun one sceond you can have the perfect life then the next you can be standing there with nothing you make me feel like this   I want a change DAMN IT I should get a change There is nothing left here You made sure of that for me now, didnt you????   One year I keep on saying just one year I think that is all I can say to make me smile when this year is up what have happen will be wonders to me not knowing if I am going to like it but we will see it   you gave me a month and i would of gaven you a year now we have neither who came out clean in the end I think that would of been me but the judges still have to rule   ~~~~~~~~~~~   I pray that high school ends after this year!!!!!!!!!!!
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