Nov 13, 2007 20:35
yousillylush: i'm sorry
Saber Cieux: me too
yousillylush: for what?
Saber Cieux: for beginning to fall for you
Auto response from yousillylush: yeah, this is what i do.
yousillylush: i'm bad at this i have no idea what to say to you brian i'm really sorry i didn't mean to hurt your feelings i'm not a shitty person i promise i'm just bad at relationships in general and... hhhh.. i'm just sorry.
Saber Cieux: it is what it is
Saber Cieux: i think its gunna be weird from now on.. dont u
yousillylush: no i dont
Saber Cieux: well maybe not for u
Saber Cieux: i still never got what was so wrong in the first place.. we were havin fun.. n isnt that what its all about in college
yousillylush: i am not going into this again brian
Saber Cieux: u kno what u should have to, because what u did was plain wrong and uncalled for
Saber Cieux: n u shouldnt get off that easy
Saber Cieux: i never told u how furious i really was about the whole thing because i didnt wanna get mad
Saber Cieux: at you
Saber Cieux: but you always putting me off and telling me you dont wanna get into it has made me pretty mad anyways
yousillylush: because it's the same thing over and over again we say the same things to eachother
Saber Cieux: no i ask you the same questions and you never answer!
yousillylush: i broke up with you because i didn't feel like we knew eachother well enough to be in a relationship. that's it. you have every right to feel whatever you feel, and i'm sorry the you feel bad
Saber Cieux: some bs like.. im not good at this or im sry
yousillylush: what do you want to know
Saber Cieux: why do u make it out to be soo serious??
Saber Cieux: we werent gunna get married
Saber Cieux: but were in college
yousillylush: i don't see a point in being in a relationship with someone if it's not going to go anywhere
Saber Cieux: i want to have the best time i can.. and how can u say u didnt have fun when we were together
yousillylush: i didn't ever say that
Saber Cieux: all relationships lead somewhere.. but only 1 ever is final
Saber Cieux: do u think everytime u go out with someone that he might be the one?
yousillylush: everytime i go out with someone? ive been in only a few relationships that have been really serious. and those relationships have been relationships that built over time, i didn't just jump into them like i did with you which was my mistake... the mistake being MY decision to be the girlfriend of someone i didn't really know, and having a boyfriend who i felt didnt really know me.
Saber Cieux: cause we went out for 1 month and u break up with me cause ur scared it might go to far
yousillylush: if you're telling me that my reason for breaking up with you isn't good enough then again, i'm sorry... but the fact that we're arguing over why we broke up is reason enough not to be together... we're not on the same page at all when it comes to what we look for in a relationship
Saber Cieux: no ur not on the same page.. or else you woulda gave a hint that something was wrong b4 u send a fbook mssg.. not even a face to face convo that its not working for u all of a sudden
yousillylush: alright well my bad for not doing things up to your standards i don't know what you're expecting me to say
Saber Cieux: up to my standards??
Saber Cieux: i didnt kno that being a decent human beigh were high standards
yousillylush: by sending you a facebook message and not saying something to your face
Saber Cieux: being*
yousillylush: if you think i wasn't a decent human being then i'm sorry about that
Saber Cieux: well after goin out for a month.. i wasnt even important enough to let things go and see if i was worth being with
yousillylush: thats what i wanted, and you're the one who said we're either on or we're off, and since i was breaking up with you we obviously weren't on.
Saber Cieux: exactly.. ya still broke up with me
Saber Cieux: thats not letting it go on
yousillylush: ok so now what? we broke up, i have given you my reasons for doing so...
Saber Cieux: god knows what happend that weekend that made you flip into a diff person
Saber Cieux: but w/e.. as long as you didnt think u did anything wrong.. good for you
Saber Cieux: we could never be friends after something like this
yousillylush: ok
Saber Cieux: so do me a favor.. dont come around anymore.. altho it doesnt seem that tough for you to ignore me anyways
yousillylush: don't come around where? your house?
Saber Cieux: yea
yousillylush: ok
Saber Cieux: but anytime u wanna drop off my shirt would be nice
yousillylush: will do
ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!