Jan 02, 2007 10:05
i woke up thismorning
too early for my liking
tried to get back to sleep and found my mind absolutely flooded with negative thoughts of how i've just been putting everything off to the side and now its all built up
i feel physically sick to my stomach
and
i need to get away from everything i need a valid excuse to just stop doing everything and start over
and i think i'm going to go with the crazy person excuse because i feel that way right now
i can't deal with anything
and obviously need someone else to do it for me
trust me, you didn't see this coming.