disappointment
so I ran my first marathon yesterday. I didn't walk, and I finished and I know I should probably be proud of myself for finishing since I didn't really train all that well for it, but I am not. I am so disappointed with my time. I ran 10:30 miles and more than just what my time was, I didn't feel good after like 10 miles. I never feel that way during races. I just didn't feel all excited and adrenaline rush-like and I feel so dissatisfied with the fact that I guess I just didn't push myself. I just let it feel bad and I gave in to it and went slow. I don't even now why I feel lie this. I'm just mad at myself and my stupid slow time.