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i seriously only freaked out once i saw everyone else's reactions. i just want to sleep and not wake up and deal with tomorrow. im so happy then when i came in, my dad is already sleeping. but he wakes up at 3am and goes out every morning to get coffee and the paper and idk. his routine. i know he'll see it. theres no where i could park that could hide it. idk. i just dont want to give them fuel to the fire that i'm not responsible or that they should limit what i do even more whether its driving or anything for that matter. my mother is a nutcase and i know she will flip her lid, but thats expected about anything from a dent to sprinkles in the passenger seat. (no joke. sean as my witness) speaking of sean. i hope he gets well soon.
um. i really need to get over some shit. as doug politely said it...
"Caity, get over that shit."
okay. i will. thanks.
aw. damnit. missy is such a good friend. she just called me to make sure i got home from the regent okay. no one has ever done that before. thats so nice. really, when it comes to me its all about the little things.
SPEAKING OF ME JUST DRIVING HOME! i was kind of hesitant on how to get home from the regent but i went left out of the parking lot and then went 2 lights and made a right, woohoo to me for remembering that. and the light was green but there were these 2 hisidic jews walking across the street. in all black. and i barely saw them. wow. honestly. theyve got balls. and i love hisidics. but these two individuals are really testing fate. so then i went 5 under the rest of the way home.
i'm almost scared to drive now. like. all the time. but i make myself do it because i dont want to end up like my mother; stranded.
i wrote alot. i didnt mean to. sorry.
sorry joe for not helping with the tailgate thing. i wasnt really stable...
WOOHOO PENNY WARS!
bummer on the game though.
i really want to go to Stockton, visit niel, have some fun. his friend..whats his face...i always call him Boots b/c when i met him he wore cowboy boots wants me to come. idk what thats about...
once i have a free weekend ill go. bring some people with me. it'll be a good time.
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