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i wish there was one word that meant
i hate everything and i want to die
so i could say it. often
heres the thing
i feel like shit
and i shouldnt
no i should
being "involved" with "someone" should not make you feel WORSE about your life and everything in general, when youre already sort of predisposed to feel bad. i kept thinking there would be some sort of breakthrough and things would get perfect. maybe he really is an asshole. so i admitted it. bt i really just dont believe it. hes so sweet NO FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK
i hate being a crazy chick
and i hate being tormented by this kind of stuff that should really not matter, should it?
i hate everything and i want to die
so i could say it. often
heres the thing
i feel like shit
and i shouldnt
no i should
being "involved" with "someone" should not make you feel WORSE about your life and everything in general, when youre already sort of predisposed to feel bad. i kept thinking there would be some sort of breakthrough and things would get perfect. maybe he really is an asshole. so i admitted it. bt i really just dont believe it. hes so sweet NO FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK
i hate being a crazy chick
and i hate being tormented by this kind of stuff that should really not matter, should it?