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i love the lingo, even though its not my world and i have to tell myself it never will be. diesel boy.
have to stop, i need to be positive. why is it so fucking hard for me to feel like a normal person? or how i assume they all feel. life is just so much different than you would think, or know, until youre living it and it hits you, and you have no idea whats going on. i have no fucking idea whats going on.
i made a hat. its freaking great.
i woke up and had to go to work. then they sent me home, they didnt need me. bullshit!
i had the most fucked up sleep last night. i wanted to go out so bad but i was too stoned/ sleepy to get out of bed. what a waste. and they kept calling. what kind of party was it on a monday night anyway?
i
i
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i
i
what the hell
going out for a minute
but i should probably say this:
i feel alright today. :)
have to stop, i need to be positive. why is it so fucking hard for me to feel like a normal person? or how i assume they all feel. life is just so much different than you would think, or know, until youre living it and it hits you, and you have no idea whats going on. i have no fucking idea whats going on.
i made a hat. its freaking great.
i woke up and had to go to work. then they sent me home, they didnt need me. bullshit!
i had the most fucked up sleep last night. i wanted to go out so bad but i was too stoned/ sleepy to get out of bed. what a waste. and they kept calling. what kind of party was it on a monday night anyway?
i
i
i
i
i
what the hell
going out for a minute
but i should probably say this:
i feel alright today. :)