Jun 15, 2004 13:43
Ok...by the end of this entry, you're all going to be saying "I told you so!" Yes,in advance, I'm fully aware of that, thanks.
So here is my confession:
I need a guy in my life.
What I mean is I need a love life here. It's been squat for eternity, and I mean I'm pretty much a senior in highschool now and I've never been on a date. How freaking pathetic can you be? Yes I know that everyone is different, but did I expect to sit around and watch almost everyone in my life have that experience and I'm left out in the cold? No way. It's the very last thing that I expected. In so many ways, I still feel like a kid because I've never had a job (which is becoming a royal pain in the ass to find.), Never had a love intrest, just so many things.....I just feel like I'm missing out you know? I need the experience, and I need to live it and not just hear it from someone else who's gone through it....it just doesn't work that way.
So there you are.I've said it and you all know. You can say "I told you so!" now.