now all those feelings, those yesterday feeling will all be lost in time
so life as i know it sucks ass right now...there is soo much shit going on that just...i dunno.. i miss how things use to be when i was happy, and me and my dad got along all the time...i miss all my friends that i don't talk to anymore, or that i can't relate to anymore. and realtionships..don't get me started...i feel like every guy ive dated has just been useing me in some way, with the exception of one, i didn't date him, im kinda glad i didn't, but anyway back to subject, i dunno, like everyone around me is so happy with everything, except me, and i don't want that to sound selfish, and im sorry if it does, and im really happy for all my friends who are happy with everything, i just wish i was 2..i dunno i guess im done bitchin about my life and how it sucks...lata ya'll