these streets will make you feel brand new, big lights will inspire you

Sep 19, 2009 14:00

I need some stability in my life besides my fiance. Life is so hectic lately... job is transitory, cat is gone, I am living out of a bunch of bags and half at home so neither feels permanent enough to comfort me. What comes to mind is Fiona Apple, "I don't want a home, I'd ruin that, home is where my habits have a habitat." And I certainly struggle with that as well, getting too comfortable. Right now though I just feel like I am floating along with no purpose. As a result, I focus all of my energy on helping Zac and doing nice things for him and keeping him comfortable. I probably should be working on myself. Which reminds me, I need to apply for school soon.

ANYWAY, can't complain, life is really good. I was just playing Uprising by Muse for Zac and he just pointed out how much it sounds like Dr. Who.

Right now Zac is replacing the kitchen counter laminate. It used to be a disgusting green, so he's doing a really nice black over it with a plain pattern. The cabinets are not our favorites, so all of this is just a temporary fix anyway. An $80 cheap fix versus an actual thousand dollar fix of granite and new cabinetry.
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