this should be called a bitchjournal
this is a bitch journal. because the only time i write in it is when i want to bitch. so here goes..lately everythings been great! the monotony of it all kind of sucks but i guess thats how the days are september-june. my pastiness is setting in and its not even october, i'm trying to resist the tanning bed but its hard. i've been working a lot, which isn't a bad thing, but i've been pretty tired lately too. i currently have two jobs. that being a. american eagle and b. hell....aka nestle tollhouse. i kind of hate that place. i hate the people that come there because they're so fucking ignorarnt but i need money and i like helping someone out when they need it, so i guess thats why i'm kind of staying for now. i've also been violently ill but i have no time to go to the doctor, which i'm going to have to make time for next week because this can't keep going on. somethings definitely wrong but i'm scared at what that something could be. and god no i'm not pregnant. hell fucking no. no i'm serious. i feel like theres really no point to my days lately, they all just blur together. i need to have some fun but everytime i try it just ends up sucking, so forget looking for fun, i guess it will just find me when its ready, and hopefully that means sometime in the very near future. i love everyone that i work with at ae. its so great. hmmm. schools alright, but i'm tired of waking up at 7:30 to sit in a class room and do nothing. i have hnrs govt. and fashion marketing, both of which are pretty easy, but a waste of time. anyway, the highlights of my week are as follows: thursday-rachael is visiting me! and friday-i get paid! i need money so bad, all i ever do is shop and thats definitely got to stop. i need to buy a car and a camera too.