birthday
ahh long day. woke up at around 12 i guess? packed up my shit and went to the beach. talked to meghan on the phone probably the whole time because dinner plans fell through. finally settled on samurai? i think it was called, i dunno. went home and got ready. molly and jaimie came over and we left to meet the others at the restaurant. i got hit in the eye with a piece of shrimp. bahaha. it was kind of awkward and i wasn't in the best mood. but hey i'm a year older, and thats cool. i appreciate the people that came and the people that wished me a happy birthday. it just wasn't a good day i guess. i let little things get to me. i don't know, i just hate when people don't have the common decency to pick up the phone and call. i do it for them, regardless if we're on speaking terms or not. and i guess this makes it 2 years in a row? and i don't want to hear excuses because if it were me, i would've found some way to call you. whatever, i tried to not let it ruin my night but i couldn't stop thinking about it. joey gave me a bottle of 3 year old kahlua that he found in his garage! haha yess. i don't know presents aren't a big deal to me but i did get some cool stuff, so thanks yall :) after dinner, random drama. whatever. uhh jt moore, robbie, and craig (?) came over. along with spencer a little later. deck drinking is always cool. pretty uneventful day to say the least. hopefully a year from now it will be better. i need to stop letting little shit bother me, it just makes me unhappy. but it just upsets me when i'm there for someone when they want me to be and it doesn't really work both ways. ahh we'll see i guess. work tomorrow 5-close and hopefully that doesn't mean midnight again...xoxo