FUCK YES
i'm feeling better today. and i think that is due to me hanging out with shane. she doesnt worry about anything. that rubs off on me, whether its good or bad. i slept all day because i dont feel very good but my state of mind is better. i know that sounds gay, but whatever. i was called into work at lynnhaven but i didn't go. i think i'm not going to talk to anyone there anymore. i have my reasons, but its mainly because everyone thinks i'm a big idiot and i can't do my job. maybe its because im the youngest employee, but its upsetting me lately. they just like to pick on me and i know that, but it bothers me sometimes. anyway, yesterday meghan and i babysat tracys kids and i had so much fun. i climbed trees and did backflips on the monkey bars and swung (swang?) on the swing set. i wish i was still a kid. i don't know but it made me feel a lot better. her kids are so crazy, i wish i could be like that, but i'm 17 and they're 4 and 6 and unfortunately people would look at me like i was a psycho. i love little kids. i watched trading spouses today, that show cracks me up. there was this crazy christian lady on there and some hippies. it was great, i would have had to beat that ladys ass if she went crazy on me like she did on those hippies. i hate close minded people and people that feel the need to push their religion on you. i mean i really think that just believing in SOMETHING is important. i don't think anyone can really say whos religion is best. oh welllll...tomorrow is our last day of school this week and today is our first. i have to work at 5:30 i think, but afterwards should be a good time. i think jaimie and i are going out to ptown maybe if its not too late. i miss her, she needs to get better soon. anywayyy i think im gonna go to bed now, this nyquil is kickin in..xoxo