How much easier it would be if I could just hide behind a cigarette.
sooo this is me bitching.. sweet.
ass hole called me tonight while i was at pete's. i hung up and then continued to text him saying he isn't allowed to call me ever. im probably a bitch for that.. but it's true.
im married again, claire and i decided it wasnt a devorse, only a clitch in time.
next year is startin to freak me out.
summer has been ok so far. i mean i've drank a lot, so if we count that then it's been great. haha shitttttt.
but seriously, people are mad at me b/c i dont hang out with them, or call people back. but what can i say, im busy... no that's a lie.
so im different when im around pete? good, im glad i am. suck a dick and fuck a bitch.
computer=me= next week=sweet.
me not working with my fav actor tonight=a pissed cait. i was sooo mad and then continued to tell a woman to go have sex with her husband b/c we wern't having a show and they had to go back to their hotel.
i got bangs today, and an inch cut off my hair. i probably counldn't look more like i am 12.
"Bangs on that which the world hangs, im only holding your head so i can look at your bangs"
goddamn i already miss him.
goddamn i wish shit could be normal again with out falling back into that routine.
goddamn im a sad sappy sucker.
love,
Cait
ass hole called me tonight while i was at pete's. i hung up and then continued to text him saying he isn't allowed to call me ever. im probably a bitch for that.. but it's true.
im married again, claire and i decided it wasnt a devorse, only a clitch in time.
next year is startin to freak me out.
summer has been ok so far. i mean i've drank a lot, so if we count that then it's been great. haha shitttttt.
but seriously, people are mad at me b/c i dont hang out with them, or call people back. but what can i say, im busy... no that's a lie.
so im different when im around pete? good, im glad i am. suck a dick and fuck a bitch.
computer=me= next week=sweet.
me not working with my fav actor tonight=a pissed cait. i was sooo mad and then continued to tell a woman to go have sex with her husband b/c we wern't having a show and they had to go back to their hotel.
i got bangs today, and an inch cut off my hair. i probably counldn't look more like i am 12.
"Bangs on that which the world hangs, im only holding your head so i can look at your bangs"
goddamn i already miss him.
goddamn i wish shit could be normal again with out falling back into that routine.
goddamn im a sad sappy sucker.
love,
Cait